This picture was taken during our 4th anniversary. It’s sad for me to say that this will be our last anniversary to be celebrated together since he’s already out of the city to go to work. He’s a seafarer. And the feeling of being distant from him is harder that I thought. I never wanted him to take that profession. But I just can’t stop him. I want him to be happy. Even if he’s happiness is to make us distant from each other.. For a while.

I blogged because I feel like I want to express what I feel for now, now that he’s already far away. Those text messages I receive from him from morning to evening, all those phone calls he make just to make me feel that I am so important to him, it can never pay the distance between us. I want him back. But I just can’t. I want him to come home. But I can do nothing. All I can do is wait for him.. Wait for him patiently.

Despite of the sadness, despite all these things I’m going through, I am happy. Knowing that I have a faithful, loving, and thoughtful guy like him. Aside from his goofy personality and being such a pain in the ass sometimes, I can’t hide my love for him. I am fervently and earnestly praying for his safety and keeping him away from any temptations. The world is full of deceptions.. I don’t want my love to be deceived from any of those. 

I love him. I do. Puro labis walang kulang.

I don’t know how to start off my blog. But to honestly say, I’m feeling really happy. I have no idea where this happiness came from or how it began.. I just felt like I’m really, really happy! And yeah, the only way I can express what I feel is through blogging. I don’t even have an idea how to formally start it off.. Okay. So, I had a lunch date with my lovey and yeah we had fun though I was an hour late.. I blamed their schedule for being so inconsistent. Sometimes they don’t even have time to take their lunch and now they are like 1 hour early. And then we met again and watched him play basketball. He wasn’t doing so well on the first game though. Hahaha. That made me laugh. But god! He still sweeps me off my feet. For almost 4 years, after all the hurdles and pains we’ve been through, I can personally say my feelings for him had not changed. The past may still bring a little hurt inside us but we are happy to say to the world we made it! :)

This will be enough for tonight. I’ll be blogging more soon. I’ll just wait for the right time and the right mood to do so. Ngayon lang kasi ako nagkaroon ng feeling na mag-blog, eh. <3

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I haven’t visited my Tumblr for a while and I miss blogging. I feel like there’s this huge wave of words for me to go through that I’m actually in the mood to blog! :) This is a good sign. Well, there were a lot of things that happened within the span of time that I wasn’t able to write a blog entry. I’ve been through the sweetest ups and bitterest downs. 

I’ve had this huge with him that I actually thought we were already through. But, I don’t know. Siya pa’rin. We’ve been in this kind of fight already and still we end up being together. Destiny always brings us back together.. Even if we both feel tired already. I don’t know. I just.. Love my Gabriel.

Speaking of school.. well.. I’m almost finished! One more year and I’m good to go! I’m already tired of going to school, studying, having to deal with these exams and all, but I will surely miss the fun of being a student. I can actually imagine myself in the workplace with these workloads.. Uhm.. -.-

I don’t know what else to say! My life is perfect as it is. Music, love, family, friends, haters… Oh! I’m not supposed to put the haters but yeah. They make me feel like I’m above them :D

I’ll be blogging again. I don’t know what’ll be the title tho. I just wanted to let out the emotions I feel. I miss blogging!

I’ve been in a relationship for quite some time already. I’ve been going steady with this boy for almost 4 years. Now that we’re having a little fight, I didn’t text him anything right after telling me a sour word. I didn’t even sent a message saying sorry or what. I was a little pissed off of what he said. So I decided to be the hard-to-get type. He isn’t even sending a message.

I just realized how easy my life was before I entered in a relationship. I didn’t know how it changed my life, my perspectives in life, my beliefs and everything. I realized I missed being NOT in a relationship. I wonder what could have my life been if I didn’t had any boyfriend today. No heartaches, no crying, no problems to think of relating to relationships and stuff. I missed how my life was when my dad was still alive.

If only my dad was still alive by now, I wouldn’t even experience these things. I hate how it affects me a lot. I hate having to understand a childish guy, I hate having to adjust for a person who could even dare to tell you not so good things, everything. 

Just finding a place where I could vent, though. I have no sibs or someone who I could trust with these problems. Tata. I feel like reblogging some typogs.